...to shitty in sixty seconds

Pretty much my world went from amazingly peaceful and content to chaos and doom in the matter of opening one envelope. I was denied unemployment benefits and within those few seconds of reading that denial my life crashed. The whole truth is that in those seconds I realized that its the end of the month and I now have much less than a stable amount of cash flow and ability to pay bills. It pretty much sucks major ass. I'm disgusted at the system. I'm disgusted with myself because I should have been temping instead of waiting out a decision from unemployment and now I can't get any temp work. It is one of the lowest points in my life and it pretty much sucks. Yes, i know people are dying in Iraq but come on now... this is about me.